[Flusterette]

Hi you can call me Fluster,<div>

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I’m 36 F from Ontario Canada, and I have a formal CPTSD diagnosis.

I have believed for several years that I have OSDD-1b with a system of 9 Alters (all F) – of which I am Host.

Between my own phobia of admitting to my plurality, and the difficulty to get a specialist to diagnose, I remain self-diagnosed for OSDD at this time.

Luckily I have an incredible therapist I’m slooowly starting to open up to about my plurality.

Mostly I’m here to learn more about getting to have a better relationship with my Alters, for the sake of understanding my System and Self.

I have a lot of blankness in the area of identity in my life right now.

I’m here also looking for a sense of community. Even just signing up here felt intimidating, but I’m excited to peruse topics and comment.

My bio in my profile lists off things I like, but for short: mostly it’s things like art, nature, candles, philosophy, history, animals (I have 3 cats), psychology and self-development, my houseplant collection, and the odd bit of gaming on Steam (but not often, plus I’m not good at gaming anymore).

Sending hugs to whoever reads all this,

Flusterette

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